When you’re down and low, lower than the floor

And you feel like you ain’t got a chance, BUM BUM BUM
Dont make a move till youre in the groove and do the Peter Panda dance
(Clap, clap) Just hop three times like a kangaroo
Side-step twice just like those crabs do
Three steps forward, one step back
Quick like a turtle lie on your back
Roll like a log *(whisper) till you cant roll no more*
Gotta jump quick like there ain’t no floor
Hold your breath, jump to the left
Thats the Peter, I swear thats the Peter, thats the Peter Panda dance.

From the movier The Pacifier. Quite a nice movie. haha

Last 2 weeks of the term, and CTs are coming. Now piled up with work, work and more work. And when you think it’s all gone and you can have a break during the holidays. BAM! More work. Ouch… So really moody now and just slacking around. Failed Chem and Chinese Tests, just can’t wait for the holidays to come.

Recovering from flu and feeling better. Don’t worry guys, Guardian will be back! Hope still have a bit of time left for March Holidays, fuck schoolwork. Never give up. If I fall down, I will stand up, and if I quit, I’m ultimately the loser.

Another story from a guy I met from FinalStory MS. He likes to send stories.

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The Tea Pot Story

A couple went into an antique shop and they saw this beautiful magnificent little tea pot sitting high upon a shelf. They just fell in love with that little teapot. And they said, “We have got to have that teapot.”

They were admiring the tea pot and all of a sudden the teapot began to talk to them. It said, “You know, I haven’t always been like this. There was a time when nobody would have wanted me. There was a time when I was not attractive at all and not much use to the master. I was so broken and not fit for anything but the trash I thought.”

You see there was a time in my life when I was just an old hard gray lump of clay and the Master Potter came along and picked me up one day and he began to pat, twist, turn me and reshape me and I said, “Stop it ! What are you doing? That hurts! Don’t do that! Leave me alone! ” And he simply looked at me and said, “Not Yet.” And then he put me on this wheel and he began to spin me around and around and around and around and I got so dizzy that I couldn’t even hardly see where I was going anymore. I was loosing it! Everything was spinning around and around and around and I felt sick to my stomach and I said, ” Let me off of here!” And he said, “Not yet.”

The oven door had glass in it and the Master would look in there and he had this big old grin on his face and this certain look in his eyes. And he wouldn’t let me out. And he would just smile at me and say, “Not yet.” Finally, the oven door opened and he took me out and set me up on a shelf and I thought “Whew!” Thank YAHUVEH that is over! But then he began to paint me all over with this stinking paint changing my color from gray to this pretty GOLD that I am now. And I said, “This stuff stinks! It is choking me! Kawf, hack! kawf, I don’t like this smell! Stop IT! Stop it! Stop it! He would just say, “Not Yet.” (Anybody recognize the symptoms?) I have said these words to YAHUSHUA, have you? Then he put me back in the oven for the second time over and this is called the second firing. And it was twice as hot as the first oven and I thought I will die in here for sure. This is the end of me! This will finish me off. “GET ME OUT OF HERE, I CAN’T STAND IT! I CAN’T STAND IT! Really I am telling you I can’t stand it! This is going to kill me, get me out of here now!” And he just looked through that glass and say, “NOT yet”

And then one day the door opened and he took me out and put me up here on this shelf to let me cool off. And after I cooled off one day, he came by and he handed me this mirror and I looked at myself and I couldn’t believe how beautiful I was. I couldn’t believe how I had changed! I didn’t look anything at all like that old piece of gray clay that I started out to be. Now I am this beautiful little delicate “tea pot” and everybody wants me now.

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Just don’t give up trying to do what you really want to do.
Where there is love and inspiration, I don’t think you can go wrong.

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My whole world feels like it’s falling apart

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Yup. The past few days school has been a living hell (and has always been), nothing has gone right, failed Chem CT, will do miserably for Maths Quiz, most probably will fail Chinese. Right now, I just hope that everyone just gives me a break.

So I was sick on Friday, had a fever and still recovering from it. Then on Friday, it seemed that every teacher had their shotgun aimed at me, Ms Tan the Chem Teacher asked me to sit infront and expects me ‘to concentrate more’, and when she asked me a question, I read the whole correct explaination and she expects me to just read out the keywords. Lol I fail Chemistry = must sit infront? There are at least 10 other people who also failed and I don’t see you sitting infront. Hoho. Maths Quiz, wasn’t feeling well and just wanted to sleep, mind just went blank, so I will expect myself to fail that one. Mr Yeo the Maths Teacher had to use his freaking fan and wack my back a few times and I would have vommited my recess if he had wacked me a few more times. Then Geog, Mr Yap told me I lack focus, true, but how can I focus when I have a fever. =.=”

Really bad mood these days, at the beggining I would like to get a couple steps ahead in life. Now it seems like whenever I get 3 steps ahead, the road crumbles and I get knocked back down 10 steps. My confidence is at a low now, when people online ask me ‘How’s Life’, I would just reply “ok lol”, life is an ass, and I believe on the fact that life can’t be smooth all the time, it’s just how you see it. Been slacking this weekends, watching TV and playing my PSP, just dread going back to school tommorrow.

Yup. Life’s a fucking bitch.

Happy Valentine’s Day

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Happy Valentine’s Day!

Well didn’t do anything really special today, went to play mahjong with 3 other single guys. Not interested in going out with anyone else anyway ~.~ The MRT Trains were horribly crowded and going to City Hall for a simple dinner was a nightmare. Nah love is a nice thing, and seeing all those couples holding hands and the girl putting her head on the guy’s shoulder, but not interested in ANY WAY. Anyway school is still a bore, so I shall share a story that someone emailed me today.

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Sunlight Sleeping
Three roses hung over the lip of a red wine bottle on her bedside vanity. She was sleeping. The curtains were parted like her blouse buttons, her skin was like the sunlight. Before night had given way to morning I’d been in a dive bar surrounded by friends and too many empty glasses. Suitably disheveled, as is my habit.

She seemed like the type of person who would never fall in love at first sight, logical with glasses to match. The type who keeps a single earring even though she knows she’ll never locate the other, optimistic, caring. And my God, she had perfect collarbones. I found an invisible love letter at the bottom of a bottle and sent it across a sea of swaying bodies hoping it would find it’s destination. There was a coy reply returned from the rising corners of her lips.

Her name was almost as cute as the way she stopped talking mid-sentence to sip her drink through her straw. I could hear myself calling it up a badly painted staircase on Sunday mornings to ask what she wanted for breakfast. It was cold in the smoking area, frost on the taxi plates. Neither of us smoked or paid heed to anyone but the other. The conversation meandered from politics to the safest way to drive when there was black ice and was just awkward enough to keep the butterflies fluttering.

She had to return to her friend, whose birthday she was out to celebrate, soon after. For the next hour we spoke each others body language fluently across the dancefloor. I thought about forever as she sent glances back in my direction like “us?”…

The DJ killed the 90’s mix as I stood in the dive bar bathroom mirror trying to make myself look like I didn’t care about how I looked. Something in my heart resembled reluctance. I knew what I was getting myself into, I’d been hurt before, this was really, really dangerous. The distance between my chest and her ponytail closed in staccato still frames. On the way I noticed she had freckles between her shoulder blades, how cute is that?

My soles didn’t feel the ground disappear beneath them as my right hand slipped around her right elbow, along her forearm and our fingers grew together like two ivy plants on the gable of an old Georgian house.
Her friend looked like she felt out of place, she smiled gently at me. Perfect Collarbones turned her head towards me to confirm it was my heartbeat she could feel on her back. Like she didn’t recognise it already.

We were frozen in that brief moment where the only thing we both wanted to do was kiss for the first time, millimeters yet miles apart. Part of me would give everything to go back to that second, part of me would stay there forever, most of me would never give up the of the time we spent together. This morning the curtains were closed but her skin still looked like sunlight.

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Really very chim, but liked the way she described the girl. Really romantic story, was like a dream story
Well Valentine’s Day is just like that, wishing everyone to have a great day with their loved ones for this one special day!

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Who’s That Girl? Part 2 of 2

Just realised I posted 4 days in a row, should do less posting and more work. Bahhhhh!

So Part 2 is up, the actress is also from Taiwan and a ‘part-time’ host of 我猜我猜我猜猜猜, and I’m NOT DESPO or some NO LIFE person who spends his time all day at the computer. I have lots of life and not interested in a relationship =D.Those who watch 我猜我猜我猜猜猜 every week should at least have seen her once before. The reason I like these two actresses is because their smile is very sweet and nice, quite entertaining as well and not some act-cute bitches.

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Well’s that the end, hope you guys enjoyed it (sounded wierd). When I thought of the title, it reminded me of a Hilary Duff song, only liked Come Clean so far, but the acoustic version of ‘Who’s That Girl’ is not bad as well.

And I’m convinced that if you’ll study, you can get results. Got 11/15 for Geog Test, and upgraded Maths Matrices 18/20. I think even Mr Yeo and Mr Yap are surprised that I’m not failing, Mr Yeo gave me the guailan face, Mr Yap asked me not to scream for joy. Don’t get so cocky Nick, there’s still Chem and Physics, the subjects you FAILED during EOYs last year (so demoralising). Will reflect on it some other time.

Who’s That Girl? Part 1 of 2

So, many people have asked me, “Who is that girl in your DP?” And so today the answer will still not be revealed, but if you have Cable TV and have the Taiwan shows, you should know who she is. Will be posting some of these pictures to class blog as well during Thursday (not Friday the 13th, unlucky day =.=”), and decided to post 1 more actress, also from Taiwan, but should have seen before, got host 我猜我猜我猜猜猜 before, will post in Part 2, and I would be posting less pictures at class blog as I scared tio flamed like poor Leon by *ahem*. Let this be my Valentine’s Gift to all the guys of 4F (especially the socialiser Dillon Fool) =D

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I’ve been liking to post Part 1 or I, makes it feel more interesting =D

Quick Update

Really quick update.

Did finish some of the linking using blogroll, decided to drop the idea of creating a banner as I won’t have Photoshop that soon. Doesn’t really look nice with default blogroll, may edit it using HTML and text widget if I have the time. Meanwhile for those who want to be linked, MSN me or leave a comment.

And i got my sexy own iPod Touch, thanks to my dad for giving me his iTouch. 2nd Gen has no really big diff, just cannot Jailbreak (what’s so good about jailbreak anyway =.=”)

Having fun with Zakum Part I

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2nd Zakum for the year, 1st for the month. Haven’t really been active in Zakum, only joining marcus’ Zakum if got slot for me.

Saw woodie using a girl NL today, very long never see him, exchanged some words. Nothing much in 1st round, sucky drops as well. Could slack as there was another bishop, was practically AR-ing half of the time. 2nd round, Zakum had a double kill during B3, had to go to marcus pt, which means I couldn’t slack anymore. Actually I was slacking a lot, pressing my iTouch to skip a song. Better drops for the 2nd round, had more exp as well, that would cover the pots cost I used for training last week >.<. Poor Woodie still didn’t manage to get his TT.

Won’t be going to any other Zakums for the while, tests are coming which means less time for other stuff.

P.S. To all guys in 4F, please don’t leak out the URL of my blog, really appreciate it. I think so far Dillon, Janson, JJ, JK, SK and Leon know my blog link , and I don’t mind the other guys in 4F knowing it, but no one else =D. Not that I’m selfish, just want a bit of privacy.