I have been really inactive on this blog, very very long since I last posted. The June Holidays just arrived, and so was the holiday homework, but who cares? I’m happy, I have nothing to complain about and I’m feel so accomplished after getting High Distinction for AIC and no need to fucking go SSS next term. I’m not the only one out there stressed as I am, all of my friends also have something to do, regardless of work, homework, romance, blabla… So for this post, I’ll just type a short story/poem kinda thing and see how to take things slowly.
“Two roads diverged in a wood, and I took the one less travelled by, and that has made all the difference” -Robert Frost
We always seem to stress ourselves out, the small, the big, the important, the not-so-important. Sometimes, you have no confidence and just want to give up on yourselves. You feel like the pressure is squeezing you to death, and you can’t sleep at all knowing that when you wake up, the problem’s still there. When you leave the problem there and hope it disappears on its own, you are so wrong. Even if you feel better, it would be only for a while.
We always seem to be things to the last minute, even when it’s due next month. We alwasy stress ourselves, trying to find an answer, trying to find a way out, trying to get an end. Life should be taken slowly, and if you rush your way through, you won’t get the enjoy the things the others can. When you retire and think about the past, you would just have a blank mind with no memories.
When you can’t seem to find the answer, don’t keep thinking about it and force an answer out. When you can’t find a way out, just walk and let karma take its way. When things seem to screw up, try again next time and let the past be an experience. When you missed out on something, there’s always tommorrow to look forward to. When you just chill and think about things, you’ll slowly realise that things aren’t as serious as it seems, and there’s always an answer to things. This is what let us see, learn and earn, the journey on how we find those answers.
Smile! Everytime I feel bad, I just try to make myself smile by thinking of something gunny in the past, and you will believe in yourselves that we all can put in 100% and even more. Just relax, be that normal kid in the neighbourhood kind of guy. If you don’t give in your best, who would? You are ultimately your own destiny.
Enjoy the ride.