The Definition of Guardian

Draft saved on March 22 2009. Got this thought about doing this 8 months back, and many know from my jersey name that my nickname is Guardian. So why ‘Guardian’? Wierd nickname right? I thought so too, but if you think more about it, it seems to be a nice nickname.

If you type ‘Guardian’ in Google or Yahoo, you will get either the UK Guardian newspaper, or the law definition of guardian, who is supposed to be in charge of a child or something like that. Not the type of guardian you want to be. When I thought of the word ‘guardian’, it seems like a word with very little meaning. Someone who guards. It justs relates back to the word ‘guard’. Nothing much.

So what’s a guardian? Most person would relate a guardian to be ‘someone who guards’. For me, a guardian could be anything I wish for. It could be a defender, a protector, a hero who protects his loved ones with his life. Or maybe you would relate it to a guardian angel. A guardian angel is an angel assigned to protect and guide someone out there. When someone survives a horrid accident, many say that “Hey, he must have a guardian angel protecting him.” If there’s someone I want to be in my next life, that’s being a guardian angel.

Guardian Angels ftw

Now ‘Guardian’ seems like a nice name. I think most of my friends know how I started with this nickname. Started out when I was playing Battleon, and you need to pay money to become a ‘Guardian’. While I was playing maple, I had to think of a name. So, heck it, I chose the name Guardian. After some while, I use this word everywhere, I use it as my jersey name, my dota name, my name for most forums, etc. This ‘trend’ has lasted for around 5 years for me. Till most recently I have been using ‘Taeyeon’ for my dota name. It looks nice anyway, and I think my next nickname would be Taeyeon if I cannot stop my obession with her… Like what Akid says, she’s fucking plastic, but fucking plastic also very pretty. LOL, ok maybe it’s a little turnoff. But no one’s perfect, the TW and Japan girls also put a lot of makeup, and most pictures you see of U.S. models are photoshopped as well.

guardian 24
guardian 28
Guardian 24 and 28

What am I saying? Off to work. 1 day to HCL, 2 days to Guitar Audition, 3 days to Taiwan. Maybe I can squeeze in another post before leaving to Taiwan. So little time, so much to do. To think that the exams are over?!

Offically addicted to Taeyeon~ weeeee

Sometimes your best isn’t good enough

Just back home from DHS MUN, cabbed with boony to kembangan and took the bus home, can say it is a fucking waste 4 hours of life. What did I learn in this 4 hours? Nothing. Zilch, but made me think about this blog post, haven’t posted since the beginning of this month, and I always wanted to do a post for this month, so here goes…

Was sick (and still sick) this week, had a fever bla bla, and I was suppose to use this period to catch up with my work, turns out I used more time trying to recover and had only a day for revision. Lately, life’s starting to get a bore and it seems to have only the letters EOY in it, so life has lost some meaning if it is only involved about EOYs, but it seems to be true. Had all the time in the UN to think about it, since we wasted 4 hours, 1 hour more than expected, and in the end we didn’t come up with a resolution. If we were in a real UN, the whole world would be screwed.

Yah so above title, sometimes your best isn’t good enough. I’m tired of people complaining when they get a mark which they wanted a higher mark in a test and complain, “Walao, I tried my best.” Well face the fucked up world, sometimes your best isn’t good enough. When Tyson Gay ran 9.71s, it was his personal best, but Usain Bolt got 9.58s, so if others can do it, why can’t you? No point crying over spilt milk. And I SERIOUSLY FUCKING HATE IT when people can’t keep their mouth shuts after test. The test is over, finished, period. Curse you all to fail and see if you guys still want discuss or not =.= Remembered a talk from Mr. Teo during assesembly *wow i remembered* and he showed us a video of Kobe Bryant and some stuff about himself. was really interesting listening to him. Anyway, I believe that in the 100% you put, you still have gas for an extra 10%, and that is the difference between us and champions. What made Usian Bolt the champion he is now? Pure work and dedication. 3 years ago, he was a nobody in the 100m race, now he hasn’t lost a race for a year. Pretty slick if you ask me.

Usian Bolt = imba

Time flies in Year 4. Next week is the end of Term 3, and here comes the holidays! The holidays won’t feel like it anyway, and I need to format the videos in my iTouch, most of the videos are getting old, but they are still the best, still lazy to jailbreak. I’m gonna watch my 命中注定我愛你 at 10pm. LOL

I’m better off living in TW

Everyone has the same amount of time

” Don’t say you don’t have enough time. You have exactly the same number of hours per day that were given to Helen Keller, Pasteur, Michelangelo, Mother Teresa, Leonardo da Vinci, Thomas Jefferson, and Albert Einstein.”Time

60 seconds a minute. 60 minutes an hour. 24 hours a day. 365 days a year. Everytime a test is coming or the holidays end, I always think, ‘Time flies’. It does, but I know I am the pilot of my life. When I’m in the air, I decide how fast I fly, what I do during the jorney. Never let yesterday take up today. It is never too late to do something.

The 1st week of school is gone, which means I’m left with 9 more weeks to go till the 1st holiday. Ouch… Had new teachers, who all have an average age of 50+ I think =.=”. Good thing is they are experienced, bad thing is they are old-school, really old-school. Golden Rule? lols. Mr Kiw teaching us = cannot slack, no printing out of essays, all hand-written. Don’t understand much he is talking about. haha. Mr Yeo, errrrrrrrr *mind blanks* joker I pressume, like to niao people, and I seem to be his first target. “隔壁班, calling me by my sister’s name. ROFL”. I don’t mind anyway, since studying is top priority, and anything else is second important. Miss Yee… talks with her eyes close half of the time. Is it good or bad? No idea. So new teachers, new topics, blabla I could write an essay on my 1st week already.

That Year 4 life all-right. So much work. So little time. Getting the hang of it anyway… Putting a little song of mine which I like to hear.

Your Guardian Angel by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
When I see your smile,
Tears run rolling down my face
I can’t replace.
And now that I’m strong, I have figured out,
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul.
And I know I’ll find deep inside me,
I can be the one.

I will never let you fall. (let you fall.)
I’ll stand up with you forever.
I’ll be there for you through it all. (through it all.)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.

It’s okay,
It’s okay,
It’s okay-ay-ay-ay-ay.

Seasons are changing,
And waves are crashing,
And stars are falling all for us.
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter,
I can show you I’ll be the one.

I will never let you fall. (let you fall.)
I’ll stand up with you forever.
I’ll be there for you through it all. (through it all.)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.

‘Cause you’re my, you’re my, my-e-y-e-y,
My true love, my whole heart.
Please don’t throw that away.
‘Cause I’m here… for you!
Please don’t walk away and,
Please tell me you’ll stay!

Use me as you will!
Pull my strings just for a thrill!
And I know I’ll be okay,
Though my skies are turning grey! (grey! grey! )

I will never let you fall!
I’ll stand up with you forever!
I’ll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to heaven!

I will never let you fall!
I’ll stand up with you forever!
I’ll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to heaven!

This song is awesome, the lyrics has a lot of meaning in it. The song just shows how powerful love is and what one person will be willing to do to protect his loved one, even to the extent that he will risk his life. The song is a bit emo, but it’s one of my favourite so far =D